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so. it has recently been brought to my attention that it has been well over one whole 365 days that i have last written in this supermassive black hole of a blog called xanga.
hello, cyberspace.
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so. update.
i am officially pbu-bound, August 19th. pretty stoked, though it's going to be stretching. i'm well aware of that.
i quite enjoy change, though. in most cases that i am aware of, at least. who knows what else i'll discover of myself & my core self while down there.
what really has my head spinning over the whole ordeal is probably the capability to finally truly dig deeply into what i want to be doing for the rest of my life. working with hurting people.
coming to grips with the realization of the profound need for it, and the draining effects of such an emotionally straining life is nothing short of exhilerating to me.
which, yes. that is a rather point-blank, naive statement. but it's all i know. thus far.
and i know that my prayer life, and my relationship with God must grow so very deeply thru it all.
it is my hope.
that is such a glorious thing. nothing is more beautiful on this earth than drawing ever-near to a perfectly loving Savior, and sharing that love with those in pain.
so yes.
i digress.
i wonder if i'll be back anytime soon...
you know what?
i do like people.
crazy? i used to be crazy. so they locked me up and threw away the key. then the rats came. i hate rats; they make me go crazy…crazy? i used to be crazy. so they locked me up...
hehehe. i quite miss that.
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| and here it is, ladies and gents! evidence of her prolonged existence.
and in case you haven't heard... i'll be in cali with dear lover-ly love-ed ones for the next week or so at conference, followed by the twelve fire excursion with tim, chris, lyss, & jordy... road trippin' it all 'round the four-corner states & ending up in Vegas, stopping by Bryce Canyon, Arches, Moab & other quite pleasant scenic camping/hiking locations along the way... leaving friday mornin' at 11:30 a.m., July 20th and arriving home safe n' snug Aug. 03rd.
can i begin to merely hint at how stoked outta' my mind i am?
( i am!)
just getting away... hearing the still,quiet voice of my Lord...
::sigh::
i'm jazzed to see the OBers & tim&chris, as well.
He knows when i am in need Him, as well as in need of them.
i dig it.
&&&... Aug. 14th starts v'ball pre-season!!!
'tis well with mine soul.
Tot-aaaawe :)
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| i guess i'm supposed to put ::edit:: here to be systematic and in-line with the "prose"... officially at camp counselin' from Sat-Sat starting... tomo= July 1st! stoked.
lata', friends :)
so really... what to say? these past couple days have just been a total and extreme rush.
Sunday... my bro and danna finally got hitched :) if they only knew how much i love them. it was the most beautifully perfect and blissful ceremony... the weather just couldn't have possibly been more gorgeous, and my sis and i (thank the Lord) did make it thru our song without a major breakdown, ha! and the dancing, oh the dancing-OH. the dancing afterwards :) such celebration and joy. bangin'.
yet ... my dear freddy has gone back to germany. missing her dearly...
and yet... my dear OB friends have gone and left. missing them dearly...
and yet... my dear sis and dusty have gone to live in lewisburg for the summer...
sigh. missing people is hard, you know it? really hard.
i truly am going thru an emotional roller coaster right now. and no, not one of those teenage mellow-dramatic rants where they think their world is crashing in and nobody really cares. silliness.
grrr.
just... in dier need of my loving Savior, you know?
He really IS beautiful...
i've said it once, i'll say it again and again.
INDEED.
life can't always be raindrops and roses, right? right-O.
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| indeed, zach. i do find myself
extremely put~off when it comes to fudge.
and i am completely, perfectly, & incandescently happy with that.
my palate remains ever~delighted, never-the-less, with the ever~satisfying peach apricot honeybush te'. i thank thee.
indeed.
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seriously missing Kaley and Dusty. they're currently living with Nomads in the desert- gah i love those crazies :)
my Japanese girls seem to be adjusting well back home again. though i wish i was with them.
khyle and danna were shopping online for beds last night. i immediately left the room. yeah.
my Gram fell and kind of bunked up her face, but praise God she's doing okay :)
dreading SATs May 6th... blek.
enough procrastination.
i must commence learning and write a paper for Bible on prayer and demons... right up my alley ;)
:: Wisdom with Jones Soda ::
"Next week, you should unveil your idea. Be ready to act."
Oooh yeah. just you wait, oh, just you wait ;)
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